frankly said, when the time comes, and you get what you aim so eagerly, you'll notice that it actually aren't the same as you predicted, theoretically. something along the way may get caught in time, the changes of an era, and the way our mind works after years of experience gathered by so many obstacle.
we just didn't realize that we aren't the same people we used to be anymore.
but the funny part is, we still get our target with the same dream that we kept for all these years.
it's just that it doesn't feels right anymore.
something that you long so much before, now just a reminiscence of the past glory unprepared when we actually pass the finish line and strike the goal.
alas, i think i don't deserve to dream no more, just be in time and follow the flow of the so called river called life until i get tired, and grasp anything in the way that i can reach, and try to hold onto it until there's no energy left, and let the stream decide whether this man should float or sunk.
i think that's the decision in this instant. maybe tomorrow the tide will turn, or the book turns to new leaf, who knows.
for sure, I ain't giving up.
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