RE-UNION REIGNITE (the glory of us...revisited)

 semasa aku mula nak menulis entry ini, masih terngiang lagi event ad-hoc and last minute planned untuk reunion pada sabtu lepas yang terlaksana dengan jayanya di teratak indah amy dan zarin di Ijok. bila recall semula, rasanya lama sungguh tak ada sebarang acara gathering di antara mahasiswa ex-diploma perhutanan 2004 ni berlangsung. semua ni takkan terlaksana jika tiada buah fikiran bernas erin, menu makanan daripada che ros, penyediaan ruang acara daripada amy, serta kerjasama utuh dari segenap lapisan masyarakat ex-dip sama ada yang hadir mahupun menyokong dari jauh. ya, kalau aku tulis memang akan jadi satu karangan yang panjang dan membosankan, namun peduli hape aku, aku tetap nak bercerita jugak. 

pagi tersebut (tak la pagi sangat), dalam jam 11 pagi sayup-sayup kenderaan tiba ke teratak limas, kalau tak silap mdeans antara yang terawal sampai, diikuti maasiah dan izyan, lepas tu baru che ros, enol, mamat (surprise betul ni), erin dan aku . aku sampai je che ros dah tgh memasak, datang lambat ni sebenarnya adalah skill turun temurun aku supaya bila tiba, boleh terus menatang pinggan bersama nasi dan terus bersantap, namun timing agak lari dan aku masih perlu menolong apa yang patut. makan tengahari boleh tahan juga menunya ; kari ayam, tomyam campur, ikan goreng garing, telur dadar serta ulam-ulaman yang dilengkapkan dengan budu tempoyak erin dan sambal belacan . 

persiapan makan tgh hari, enol seperti biasa, pura-pura sibuk sebelum taktik tersebut disedari erin dan dikerah untuk bertugas

usai makan tengah hari, moktar sampai sambil ditemani MV Agusta Rivale 800, mujur sempat berjumpa enol dan mamat yang terpaksa mengundur diri atas urusan masing-masing namun semua telah menetapkan tekad bahawa akan datang, repeat mesti repeat dengan lebih bergaya bersama kehadiran yang lebih ramai. tidak lama kemudian, ain dan mira tiba ,di mana mira berjaya dipujuk oleh ain utk datang walaupun pada awalnya, mira menyatakan kekecewaannya tidak dapat hadir akibat urusan keluarga. namun di atas semangat setiakawan dan santapan yang enak menanti, ain berjaya mem'brain-wash' mira dan beliau tiba dengan penuh bergaya. hahaha, semakin angkuh aku menulis.

mira dan ain tiba bersama bekas tapau, sentiasa bersedia bak kata orang Kok Lanas

perut kenyang, yang lelaki melepak sambil bercerita dan mengira-ngira untuk mencari tempat lena ataupun terus membuat kerja utk BBq di malam hari pula. sambil- sambil itu, golongan hawa seperti biasa, mencari tempat berkamera dan posing tidak ingat dunia, namun kami semua steady je.ye lah, bila lagi nak bersua dan bercerita, jikalau bukan inilah masanya.

kaum hawa dan OOTD berpisah tiada

hanya lelaki macho sahaja yang mampu membasuh periuk belanga

masuk petang hari, semua dah standby utk sesi BBQ malam. midah tiba sambil ditemani orang yang tak disangka... martin raj a.k.a. macha. mamat sorang ni last aku jumpa memang masa konvo dulu , duduk sebelah aku masa ambik transkrip, lepas tu hilang tanpa jejak. terharu betul rasa dapat jumpa the rarerities ni. tapi syahdu syahdu pun, kau sampai lambat, terus pergi bakar la daging tu, haha. jadi, semua berjemaah maghrib dan malam tu diadakan juga tahlil ringkas untuk sahabat kita yang telah pergi ; Reza, Buyut dan Wan Taf. lead tahlil dan yasin oleh Lebai Kudin, dan solat Isyak diimamkan oleh Moktar. 

  

masa BBQ pun bermula, jadi untuk sesi ni aku cuma hidangkan dengan gambar sahaja, kerana perjalanannya cukup indah, dan tiada kata-kata yang mampu merungkainya.

dan kami sempat juga merakam foto kami untuk diabadikan sebagai kenangan mengusik jiwa, cewah!

macha dan foto tidak bermoral, heheh.

aku memang suka post gambar tak posing lawa2, baru nampak asli

jadi kami berbual,sambil menjamu selera, dan bertukar cerita sehingga tidak sedar rupanya sudah lanjut ke tengah malam. terasa sayau juga apabila seorang demi seorang sahabat mula pulang ke destinasi masing-masing dan ke pangkuan keluarga. sambil mengemas apa yang patut, terasa satu kepuasan apabila dapat bersua,walau tidak lama, teman-teman sepermainan yang berada di saat jatuh dan sama2 menyokong di saat bangkit dan sama-sama meredah duri enau sehingga berada di tahap yang sekarang. terima kasih semua untuk perjumpaan kali ini. 

untuk masa akan datang, kita cuba untuk bertemu kembali, semua yang pernah bersama. selamanya

alfiesyahril

-spread the joy-

EID

 hari raya is just around the corner, and as the likes of other fellow malaysian  and muslims, the heat is strong day by day. we can see each faces glimmer with smiles and happiness, whether you are a young boy or and old chap, everyone is captivated by the joy of celebrating the festivities.

Remdan will be missed, and hoping that we shall meet the fasting month all over again next year. 

strings re-attached

 time heals

that's a fact , and I think this time, i have to apreciate the oppurtunity to the fullest, and never take it for granted again.

until we see again

adrift

 well, it's taken almost couple of weeks now, and there's a slight progress in the making, but I ain't sure it's in the positive way or vice versa.  still hoping that all the troubles could be managed strategically and the struggle isn't the main concern now.

the difference in view really pays it's due I think. toughen up and repel the unnecessary things. try to remain in calm and analyze any oppurtunity that should be taken, and try to grasp it as tight as I could, so this time there's no doubt about me that can be cried out anymore. any distractions have been terminated, and now all that matters is that I can feel and retouch the vibrant and pure fragrance of the once blooming seed.

still making the climb I think

a decade still young, and many still need to be learned

time heals, and I hope the phrase were true indeed

one step at a time

how do you get back from falling deep down the abysmal black hole?

that's a question that still left unanswered, although there's many response that you can get from so called philosopher, fake prophet and the wannabe in the social media platform, seems there's no actual answer that can put the sequence back in it's perspective.

people will show you how they cope with the situation by giving you how they manage to resolve their own shit, and as you can see, each person have their own way of  comeback and that's how we can realize that each one have had their own perspective on their own inner play. the problems may vary and each of them differs depends on the weight, the obstacle and the person who face it. that is why we always heard different solution and different findings while the real question that we heard are just the same.

thus, just start to repair the broken, even it is hard and we always believe that there's a little chance that things will be the same again. every chances matters. we have to gain back the strenght, and try to brave the storm little by little, and keep our feet rooted tightly so we won't flew and drawn to the swirling wind and back once more to that deep hole.

it's a challenge, but it isn't impossible.

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heh, it's easier to be said than to be done, but at least it's a progress right?

when you went right, but it actually left

mainly, interpretation of some issue that comes but you easily accepted the information based on your own perception. 

why people doesn't take issues and see it from all the perspective given, but seldom tend to choose the reason that suits their belief, I mean you already have your judgement before you scroll down the evidence. so where's the justice?

but, we just can blame it all on prejudice, sometimes the problem that appears solely comes from your own fault, and you had to admit it. But that's the problem ; people tend to make assumption based on your past faultiness, that actually have been ridden mostly entirely. 

our minds work mysteriously, and we as human doesn't always make a true judgement and as always, bias will come into picture. we aren't  robots that can analyze things based on what they were programmed to, and they just see things as simple as 1 and 0. 

yeah, problems do come and go, and technically that's how people can evolve and gain experience, hence we develope ourselves as we try to solve it.

but sometimes, there's problem so deep that you feel that you're hanging by a thread and anytime the steep gorge will consume you , whether you're ready or not. sometimes you feel so hopeless like you just think ending thyself is the solution, and also sometimes you think that all the burden of this world was weighted on your shoulder,even walking seems impossible. 

truely, you only know who you are, it's hopeless to reason with people when they have their own perception on you, and trying to justify is just a waste of time. what's left is just your trust and believe in the Almighty. but we will keep moving on, that's life man. Time will tell, that someday the soothing light at the end of the tunnel comes, and there's paradise awaits.